Jul 23, 2010
Moved to elsewhere.
moved away from all the privy eyes. friends only in the new blog, just ask me for it=))
moved away from all the privy eyes. friends only in the new blog, just ask me for it=))
for the world to see, 12:09 PM.
Jul 19, 2010
bad hard disk corruption. technician managed to save data, except for the photos. darn! I was wishing the photos and music folders will be safe.
maybe it serves as a closure of sort. and the start of a new beginning. a clean new slate. letting it go, was probably the best way out.
to my past, thank you for everything. you have been a great part of my life, and I will always remember the good memories that we shared. you seemed to be leading a pretty good life now, so I just want to wish you all the best ahead.
and to my future, thank you for all the lovely times thus far, and lets hope that we will walk through the obstacles ahead together. you are the reason I smile before sleep each night ever since that day. thank you.
maybe it serves as a closure of sort. and the start of a new beginning. a clean new slate. letting it go, was probably the best way out.
to my past, thank you for everything. you have been a great part of my life, and I will always remember the good memories that we shared. you seemed to be leading a pretty good life now, so I just want to wish you all the best ahead.
and to my future, thank you for all the lovely times thus far, and lets hope that we will walk through the obstacles ahead together. you are the reason I smile before sleep each night ever since that day. thank you.
for the world to see, 1:31 PM.
Jul 15, 2010
time and again. unconsciously or consciously, mistakes are being repeated.
but will there be a different ending? I do hope it is that of a typical fairy tale.
have thought through long and hard about what I will do in the following semesters. and looking back, it is so different from the plan I had before.
I dont want to fight a losing battle.
I will surrender and exit.
I know I have tried. it was just useless, one against the hundreds.
Subconsciously, this issue has never left me.
there was a time I was so determined to do something big to prove myself. and I had big plans.
and then, I realised I dont want to waste time proving myself to anybody. there are friends who will always be there for me, and there is certainly no need for me to prove my capability to them.
it will be the last event.
but will there be a different ending? I do hope it is that of a typical fairy tale.
have thought through long and hard about what I will do in the following semesters. and looking back, it is so different from the plan I had before.
I dont want to fight a losing battle.
I will surrender and exit.
I know I have tried. it was just useless, one against the hundreds.
Subconsciously, this issue has never left me.
there was a time I was so determined to do something big to prove myself. and I had big plans.
and then, I realised I dont want to waste time proving myself to anybody. there are friends who will always be there for me, and there is certainly no need for me to prove my capability to them.
it will be the last event.
for the world to see, 11:54 PM.
Jul 8, 2010
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Do help vote for me!!
Head to the sunny smile category and click on the the banner, then help vote!! just require your name, ic number and contact number!
You can vote for one finalist once a day! so help me vote, when you are free, and nothing to do help vote for me!!!
Thanks so much! will be deeply appreciated! and you get a chance to win prizes as well!!!
for the world to see, 10:05 AM.
Jul 7, 2010
down the same old path, gaining and losing at the same time.
Just when I thought I had no way out of the mess and the only door available to me before was shut closed, another door open.
to some, they will say that God will never leave anybody in a dead end. master of our destiny I would say. Whatever we do now will affect what comes along later.
I asked someone before. a very important person to me. "If you had a chance to get one questioned answered, what would you ask?" His reply? Simple. "will I die a happy or sad man?"
Set me thinking. whether or not we die happy or sad, depends very much on what we are doing now. I guess if you have made all the right decisions, are happy with your life, we will die happy.
the irony lies in nobody is perfect, and that we are bound to make mistakes in life that we will regret in the future. So if we look back when we are on our deathbed, we will more often than not, die a sad man. So we should look forward? Nonsense, when you are dying, there is no forward so as to speak. Coming to terms with our mistakes seems to be the best solution.
I ain't perfect. I think I have made loads of mistakes in my entire life. But staying at home these days, really allow me to ponder over such things. there is this indescribable feeling when I face up to my mistakes, and really get over it. try it!
Time waits for nobody. dont get burdened. get back on your feet if you fall. continue with the crowd albeit a slower pace. dont stop. it will be harder to get the momentum back up again. till your injury heals, suffice with a slower pace.
Life is wonderful. although there are 'fuck my life' moments, I would say I am pretty much enjoying my life now. thank you baby:)
hard to love and to commit when you know that there is no reciprocation, or for the matter, acknowledgement. there comes a time whereby the entire passion fizzles out. and I think that time has come.
Just when I thought I had no way out of the mess and the only door available to me before was shut closed, another door open.
to some, they will say that God will never leave anybody in a dead end. master of our destiny I would say. Whatever we do now will affect what comes along later.
I asked someone before. a very important person to me. "If you had a chance to get one questioned answered, what would you ask?" His reply? Simple. "will I die a happy or sad man?"
Set me thinking. whether or not we die happy or sad, depends very much on what we are doing now. I guess if you have made all the right decisions, are happy with your life, we will die happy.
the irony lies in nobody is perfect, and that we are bound to make mistakes in life that we will regret in the future. So if we look back when we are on our deathbed, we will more often than not, die a sad man. So we should look forward? Nonsense, when you are dying, there is no forward so as to speak. Coming to terms with our mistakes seems to be the best solution.
I ain't perfect. I think I have made loads of mistakes in my entire life. But staying at home these days, really allow me to ponder over such things. there is this indescribable feeling when I face up to my mistakes, and really get over it. try it!
Time waits for nobody. dont get burdened. get back on your feet if you fall. continue with the crowd albeit a slower pace. dont stop. it will be harder to get the momentum back up again. till your injury heals, suffice with a slower pace.
Life is wonderful. although there are 'fuck my life' moments, I would say I am pretty much enjoying my life now. thank you baby:)
hard to love and to commit when you know that there is no reciprocation, or for the matter, acknowledgement. there comes a time whereby the entire passion fizzles out. and I think that time has come.
for the world to see, 3:27 PM.
Jul 3, 2010
it just seemed like a whirlwind this week.
out on tuesday with you at vivo, and i got a new book to read! spent a great time chatting that day=) one more step closer to knowing you..
photoshoot on wednesday, argh, I hate it. photos will be uploaded on the website pretty soon, so will keep everybody updated! one vote a day per finalist, so help me vote yeah? there are prizes for you if the person you vote ( me!) wins!
thursday was out with the psych girls! lovely time spent with them! miss them so much, all the lunches at canteen A and the fun and the laughter! criticizing new moon together for the cheesy-ness, reminiscing little mermaid, waiting almost forever for the kfc and pizza hut delivery, laughing in the sauna room with this absolutely amusing girl dancing outside (she didnt know we can see her, and we wrote 'nice dance' on the door with the vapour on it)..
friday, work at kent ridge park! the little kids were awesomely cute! they are really affectionate, and they practically hug me everytime i ask them to gather! ok, they can only reach my legs -.- sadly, it rained pretty bad, so the kids had to go off soon=(( pretty shagged from the outing on thurs, and waking up at 530am doesnt really help matters, so I am really sorry to ZHEN and JOE!! sorry! meet up soon again alright?
got drenched in the rain, and it was just freaking cold. woke up on sat with my head spinning real bad, and couldnt go for the scouts camp in the end=( but meeting up with you just now sure brought a smile to my otherwise sickly day=)
july is here already, time passes really fast.. i cant help dreading everything..
out on tuesday with you at vivo, and i got a new book to read! spent a great time chatting that day=) one more step closer to knowing you..
photoshoot on wednesday, argh, I hate it. photos will be uploaded on the website pretty soon, so will keep everybody updated! one vote a day per finalist, so help me vote yeah? there are prizes for you if the person you vote ( me!) wins!
thursday was out with the psych girls! lovely time spent with them! miss them so much, all the lunches at canteen A and the fun and the laughter! criticizing new moon together for the cheesy-ness, reminiscing little mermaid, waiting almost forever for the kfc and pizza hut delivery, laughing in the sauna room with this absolutely amusing girl dancing outside (she didnt know we can see her, and we wrote 'nice dance' on the door with the vapour on it)..
friday, work at kent ridge park! the little kids were awesomely cute! they are really affectionate, and they practically hug me everytime i ask them to gather! ok, they can only reach my legs -.- sadly, it rained pretty bad, so the kids had to go off soon=(( pretty shagged from the outing on thurs, and waking up at 530am doesnt really help matters, so I am really sorry to ZHEN and JOE!! sorry! meet up soon again alright?
got drenched in the rain, and it was just freaking cold. woke up on sat with my head spinning real bad, and couldnt go for the scouts camp in the end=( but meeting up with you just now sure brought a smile to my otherwise sickly day=)
july is here already, time passes really fast.. i cant help dreading everything..
for the world to see, 9:04 PM.
Jun 28, 2010
have been enjoying my time being unemployed so far!
but with money only going out, I need some coming in!
Joined this Watsons YOU Awards, Sunny Smiles Category. hahahha, went for the judging that day, and I remembered I was super disturbed, that the ladies there all so pretty!! was thinking I was in the wrong place! Lucky your sms calmed me down!
And I got in! so now, one of the 5 finalists! All down to popularity votes already! photoshoot soon, then voting will start!! Targetting the prize money of $2000!! so all my dearest friends, must help me vote! will give you all the URL soon, when it is ready!
in about 2 months, school will start, and you will be gone for months=(( I will miss you.
and I realise with sis and I staying in Hall, and my bro most likely busy with school, MR MAX would have no one to take care of him. Dad says he will send him away. but no, I dont want! He is my bestest friend, always there for me, when no one else was.
No matter how stupid, silly, ugly, irritating he is, I still love him alot. I will miss him too=(( I dont want max to leave as well!!
but with money only going out, I need some coming in!
Joined this Watsons YOU Awards, Sunny Smiles Category. hahahha, went for the judging that day, and I remembered I was super disturbed, that the ladies there all so pretty!! was thinking I was in the wrong place! Lucky your sms calmed me down!
And I got in! so now, one of the 5 finalists! All down to popularity votes already! photoshoot soon, then voting will start!! Targetting the prize money of $2000!! so all my dearest friends, must help me vote! will give you all the URL soon, when it is ready!
in about 2 months, school will start, and you will be gone for months=(( I will miss you.
and I realise with sis and I staying in Hall, and my bro most likely busy with school, MR MAX would have no one to take care of him. Dad says he will send him away. but no, I dont want! He is my bestest friend, always there for me, when no one else was.
No matter how stupid, silly, ugly, irritating he is, I still love him alot. I will miss him too=(( I dont want max to leave as well!!
for the world to see, 12:16 AM.
Jun 24, 2010
They dont know how long it takes,
waiting for a love like this.
everytime we say goodbye,
i wish we had a one more kiss.
I'll wait for you, I'll promise you.
I will~
waiting for a love like this.
everytime we say goodbye,
i wish we had a one more kiss.
I'll wait for you, I'll promise you.
I will~
for the world to see, 3:30 PM.
Jun 22, 2010
i want to thank all the lovelies around me during the exam period!
whether it was to just sit beside me while I cry my heart out,
whether it was to give me a hug when I was done,
whether it was to give me a card before her lecture to cheer me up,
whether it was to get me chocolates while we are studying,
whether it was to pass me tissues when I start crying again,
whether it was to forfeit sleep time and accompany me as I toss and turn,
whether it was to have our daily lunch, talking about everything under the sun before studying,
whether it was to have almost daily smses, asking whether I was fine and ok,
whether it was to go all the way to vivo to get a chocolate cake because I wanted a sweet ending.
you lovelies really gave me the strength to continue studying no matter what was happening to me.
and i am thankful for that. I did managed to pull up my cgpa despite everything, and I really have to thank you all for supporting me throughout. You know who you are=D
whether it was to just sit beside me while I cry my heart out,
whether it was to give me a hug when I was done,
whether it was to give me a card before her lecture to cheer me up,
whether it was to get me chocolates while we are studying,
whether it was to pass me tissues when I start crying again,
whether it was to forfeit sleep time and accompany me as I toss and turn,
whether it was to have our daily lunch, talking about everything under the sun before studying,
whether it was to have almost daily smses, asking whether I was fine and ok,
whether it was to go all the way to vivo to get a chocolate cake because I wanted a sweet ending.
you lovelies really gave me the strength to continue studying no matter what was happening to me.
and i am thankful for that. I did managed to pull up my cgpa despite everything, and I really have to thank you all for supporting me throughout. You know who you are=D
for the world to see, 12:58 PM.
Jun 21, 2010
ahh, fuck.
I cant get that long mc I wanted. anyone has any recommendations, for a place that will give mc easily?? I dont want to go back to work at all. Sometimes, I really feel like just quitting immediately. give the damn penalty of about $500 bucks. so sian of this damn job=((
save me somebody! arghhh!!!
I cant get that long mc I wanted. anyone has any recommendations, for a place that will give mc easily?? I dont want to go back to work at all. Sometimes, I really feel like just quitting immediately. give the damn penalty of about $500 bucks. so sian of this damn job=((
save me somebody! arghhh!!!
for the world to see, 12:57 PM.
Jun 19, 2010
spent my entire day out today! toy story 3! the whole cinema was filled with people my age!! so basically, all those kids then, decided to catch toy story 3, despite it being a kiddy movie or whatever. it was great! really, should catch it asap!
shocked that I didnt do any shopping in the end! hahahaha, tempted to buy, but weekends, fitting rooms so freaking crowded, I gave up almost immediately! lucky I was in comfortable shoes, so definitely no problem walking up and down orchard!
went to rubi and tried looking for that pair of shoes! there was a pair of ballet flats, same flowery design, but I wanted the exact same shoes!! so sad that I cant find it! up till now, I am still mourning=((
you know, the one thing that stands in your way to happiness, is yourself. we are our greatest hurdle, obstacle. No one can deny you from being happy. each day still passes, whether we are happy or sad, so knowing that, might as well spend each day as a happy person. Life is so unexpected, I want to die a happy person. I am happy now, truly am.
shocked that I didnt do any shopping in the end! hahahaha, tempted to buy, but weekends, fitting rooms so freaking crowded, I gave up almost immediately! lucky I was in comfortable shoes, so definitely no problem walking up and down orchard!
went to rubi and tried looking for that pair of shoes! there was a pair of ballet flats, same flowery design, but I wanted the exact same shoes!! so sad that I cant find it! up till now, I am still mourning=((
you know, the one thing that stands in your way to happiness, is yourself. we are our greatest hurdle, obstacle. No one can deny you from being happy. each day still passes, whether we are happy or sad, so knowing that, might as well spend each day as a happy person. Life is so unexpected, I want to die a happy person. I am happy now, truly am.
for the world to see, 11:46 PM.
Jun 18, 2010
hahaha, I was so sick of working, I decided, to just take long term mc. yes, I know, I am scamming them, but hey, they have been exploiting us!! so basically, I am unemployed, again-.-
yes, I am trying to look for a job again. now, just relax.
can start jio-ing me for dinners and lunches, shopping trips, whatever not! before i start work again!!
yes, I am trying to look for a job again. now, just relax.
can start jio-ing me for dinners and lunches, shopping trips, whatever not! before i start work again!!
for the world to see, 10:13 PM.
Jun 16, 2010
To you,
thank you for being there for me, rain or shine.
thank you from sheltering me from the blistering heat, and the biting cold.
thank you for brightening up my life.
thank you for walking a great part of my journey with me.
thank you for preventing obstacles from getting in my way.
I do love you alot, you know? and I definitely will miss you when you are gone. You are irreplaceable in my heart. Seeing you each day never fail to bring a smile to my face.
I really will miss you.
Goodbye, my dear shoes. dont worry, I will hold on to you, till I find the exact design again.
loveliest pair of shoes ever. comfortable=D looking for one with the same style, no need be same design, coz this pair of shoes never ever gave me a blister. love this pair!
Mr sunflower! it really brightens up the room you know? coz of the colour and everything! seeing it, just makes you smile at it, like a silly goofy girl. thank you!
thank you for being there for me, rain or shine.
thank you from sheltering me from the blistering heat, and the biting cold.
thank you for brightening up my life.
thank you for walking a great part of my journey with me.
thank you for preventing obstacles from getting in my way.
I do love you alot, you know? and I definitely will miss you when you are gone. You are irreplaceable in my heart. Seeing you each day never fail to bring a smile to my face.
I really will miss you.
Goodbye, my dear shoes. dont worry, I will hold on to you, till I find the exact design again.
loveliest pair of shoes ever. comfortable=D looking for one with the same style, no need be same design, coz this pair of shoes never ever gave me a blister. love this pair!
Mr sunflower! it really brightens up the room you know? coz of the colour and everything! seeing it, just makes you smile at it, like a silly goofy girl. thank you!I just printed for resignation letter. yep, I am tendering it tomorrow. Long hours, overworked, and underpaid. why subject myself to such crazy work?? looking forward to end of month, then I can finally be rid of this hell job.
I miss my jie mei clique! Meet up please! and discuss the modules that we want to take! so we can all take together!!
for the world to see, 12:00 AM.
Jun 10, 2010
fickle-minded, are we not?
was chatting with my colleague recently, turns out that his ex has already gotten attached. they broke up less than a month ago, and my colleague was the one who initiated. upon hearing the news, he was devastated, and he cried. He is a nice person, but somehow, I can't bring myself to sympathize with him.
sure, she took such a short while to 'get over' a 4 year relationship, but you are the one who initiated. and after all the crying and everything, she decides that you hurt her bad, and that she should move on, that there are better things in the world for her. she moved on, but you are just being a complete asshole, still go be emo and everything.
censored loads already. feel so indignant about it, just had to rant.
just watched a drama, "I will love you and spoil you for the rest of my life". I will not be skeptical about it -_-
was chatting with my colleague recently, turns out that his ex has already gotten attached. they broke up less than a month ago, and my colleague was the one who initiated. upon hearing the news, he was devastated, and he cried. He is a nice person, but somehow, I can't bring myself to sympathize with him.
sure, she took such a short while to 'get over' a 4 year relationship, but you are the one who initiated. and after all the crying and everything, she decides that you hurt her bad, and that she should move on, that there are better things in the world for her. she moved on, but you are just being a complete asshole, still go be emo and everything.
censored loads already. feel so indignant about it, just had to rant.
just watched a drama, "I will love you and spoil you for the rest of my life". I will not be skeptical about it -_-
for the world to see, 1:24 AM.
Jun 7, 2010
i enjoyed my off day yesterday=DD botanical gardens. ages since I have been there! nice and surreal in the night.
missing all my dearest friends now! hope to see you all real soon! I have no idea, but somehow, my off days, seem so packed always!
it is amazing how so much can happen in that short span. hahaha. someone told me before, "your holidays sure going to be an eventful one!" Right on.
amazing how determination can drive one to something previously unattainable.
my megawatt, and laughter are back. no longer a facade.
missing all my dearest friends now! hope to see you all real soon! I have no idea, but somehow, my off days, seem so packed always!
it is amazing how so much can happen in that short span. hahaha. someone told me before, "your holidays sure going to be an eventful one!" Right on.
amazing how determination can drive one to something previously unattainable.
my megawatt, and laughter are back. no longer a facade.
for the world to see, 3:10 PM.
Jun 2, 2010
Putting it down was so much easier than lugging it around.
I never thought I will experience it again.
I never thought I will experience it again.
for the world to see, 11:54 PM.
Jun 1, 2010
the group photos taken during the trip!
I will get my camera soon. i promise!
I realised, life is so unexpected; I should treasure what is in front of me now. and not harp about the past; living in the past. I guess everything that has happened, happens for a reason. for what, I dont really know. I will learn from it. Gone were the days I cry to sleep. Gone were the days I think about someone who doesnt think of me. been smiling to sleep recently.
Megawatt smile me is back!
for the world to see, 10:03 AM.
May 30, 2010
Wheee! back from Desaru!
28th May,
gathered at changi point ferry terminal at 8am, turned out that we could only board around 11 plus. argh, I could have slept a long while more! nua-ed around till it was finally time, and boarded the bumboat around 1?? an 1 hour journey, and we reach the terminal at malaysia! cabbed to the the town, and boy, it was great you know??
lunch at a restaurant before picking up our bikes at 4? went to the ostrich farm. LOL, it reared the baby ostriches in a pen, and just above the pen they wrote "ostrich satay, ostrich burger, ostrich teppanyaki ..." the babies practically grew up, knowing that they will be killed for the meat! perfect timing for us! one of the ostriches laid an egg! and we saw them mating too! gross, and the guys claimed that the male ostrich was making "moaning noises" -_-'
squeezed in the mini van and set off for the resort! packed dinner, oh man=(( cycled to the other resort and got more beer. after snooker, it was back to the room, and havoc! drank beer, pillow fights and whatever you get, with a bunch of friends with no burden at all!
29th may,
it was the beach day! hahaha, went go-kart as well, and it was exhilarating the first try! and the following tries, you just try not to let go of the accelerator at all! had a mini crash, but it was hilarious because eng how was just so frustrated to overtake me!
games on the sand, minimal, because it was burning hot! moved our games into the sea! laughed loads! decided to go on the banana boat, and the 4 guys insisted on the wildest rides the person could give us! but we fell once only=( though it should be funny, because it was like a domino effect; thrown off the boat altogether! hahahaha.
night time, and it was a good dinner. there was a wedding at the same venue, and I think we totally embarrassed ourselves! bought like 12 bottles of beer, and shared among the 5, totally forgetting about the mineral water for the next day. drank and made a loud din, people 2 rooms away could hear the glass bottle spinning.
30th May,
woke at an unearthly hour, 5.20am, to set off asap. first time, seeing a sunrise, and it was at the beach! it was amazing you know? pretty lucky to see that, at first so disheartened because we thought the sun was already up, but hidden by the clouds. started the 30+ km cycling to the town again. lost control of the bike once, and was nearly flung out; 2 near crashes due to me not paying attention=( and of all things, i had to kena a freaking toe cramp. *&%$#@
aching all over now, must have got to do with the alcohol we had in 2 days too. argh, but it was still a fun trip. i guess the people really makes the difference? all the suaning of each other, squeezing on the bed, the snoring and whatever. was well taken care of by the guys, so no worries=D
back to work tmr, more standing, so i think my ache will take a long while to go away=(( and one really never knows what life has in store for us. all the unexpected.
28th May,
gathered at changi point ferry terminal at 8am, turned out that we could only board around 11 plus. argh, I could have slept a long while more! nua-ed around till it was finally time, and boarded the bumboat around 1?? an 1 hour journey, and we reach the terminal at malaysia! cabbed to the the town, and boy, it was great you know??
lunch at a restaurant before picking up our bikes at 4? went to the ostrich farm. LOL, it reared the baby ostriches in a pen, and just above the pen they wrote "ostrich satay, ostrich burger, ostrich teppanyaki ..." the babies practically grew up, knowing that they will be killed for the meat! perfect timing for us! one of the ostriches laid an egg! and we saw them mating too! gross, and the guys claimed that the male ostrich was making "moaning noises" -_-'
squeezed in the mini van and set off for the resort! packed dinner, oh man=(( cycled to the other resort and got more beer. after snooker, it was back to the room, and havoc! drank beer, pillow fights and whatever you get, with a bunch of friends with no burden at all!
29th may,
it was the beach day! hahaha, went go-kart as well, and it was exhilarating the first try! and the following tries, you just try not to let go of the accelerator at all! had a mini crash, but it was hilarious because eng how was just so frustrated to overtake me!
games on the sand, minimal, because it was burning hot! moved our games into the sea! laughed loads! decided to go on the banana boat, and the 4 guys insisted on the wildest rides the person could give us! but we fell once only=( though it should be funny, because it was like a domino effect; thrown off the boat altogether! hahahaha.
night time, and it was a good dinner. there was a wedding at the same venue, and I think we totally embarrassed ourselves! bought like 12 bottles of beer, and shared among the 5, totally forgetting about the mineral water for the next day. drank and made a loud din, people 2 rooms away could hear the glass bottle spinning.
30th May,
woke at an unearthly hour, 5.20am, to set off asap. first time, seeing a sunrise, and it was at the beach! it was amazing you know? pretty lucky to see that, at first so disheartened because we thought the sun was already up, but hidden by the clouds. started the 30+ km cycling to the town again. lost control of the bike once, and was nearly flung out; 2 near crashes due to me not paying attention=( and of all things, i had to kena a freaking toe cramp. *&%$#@
aching all over now, must have got to do with the alcohol we had in 2 days too. argh, but it was still a fun trip. i guess the people really makes the difference? all the suaning of each other, squeezing on the bed, the snoring and whatever. was well taken care of by the guys, so no worries=D
back to work tmr, more standing, so i think my ache will take a long while to go away=(( and one really never knows what life has in store for us. all the unexpected.
for the world to see, 4:56 PM.
May 19, 2010
never been so timely.
Work has been good so far (actually thats because we have yet to open =X). what matters to me the most is not so much of the pay, but the long hours!
kept busy, so barely have time to think about other stuffs, like the fact that results will be out on 27th may!
I never realised how prideful I am. that I am so easily swayed, and throw in the towel.
you were never supportive of us and them. all the nonsense about us being too young, too naive. arguments everyday or as long as we went out with them. sick of crying and arguing with you. and then I made the silliest mistake ever. and no, the arguments still continue, even though I have parted with him, the arguments are still ongoing. I chased away someone who is so important to me; my folly.
dealing all of this myself. stop all the arguments, please. I cant take it anymore.
Work has been good so far (actually thats because we have yet to open =X). what matters to me the most is not so much of the pay, but the long hours!
kept busy, so barely have time to think about other stuffs, like the fact that results will be out on 27th may!
I never realised how prideful I am. that I am so easily swayed, and throw in the towel.
you were never supportive of us and them. all the nonsense about us being too young, too naive. arguments everyday or as long as we went out with them. sick of crying and arguing with you. and then I made the silliest mistake ever. and no, the arguments still continue, even though I have parted with him, the arguments are still ongoing. I chased away someone who is so important to me; my folly.
dealing all of this myself. stop all the arguments, please. I cant take it anymore.
for the world to see, 9:51 AM.
May 14, 2010
a facade no less. was it all for naught?
for the world to see, 10:48 PM.
May 13, 2010
forkandspoon
for the world to see, 12:16 PM.
May 10, 2010
second chances.
we make mistakes. nobody's free from it.
biggest regret. hope to rectify.
ready to do so. are you?
we make mistakes. nobody's free from it.
biggest regret. hope to rectify.
ready to do so. are you?
for the world to see, 12:08 PM.
May 9, 2010
take it away.
take my emotions away.
the heartache every second will not be missed.
tired and exhausted.
numb me.
take my emotions away.
the heartache every second will not be missed.
tired and exhausted.
numb me.
for the world to see, 9:44 PM.
May 6, 2010
Have you been through those times, and you tell yourself "I am simply not ready"?
Like when a paper is close, and you find out that you arent prepared for it, and you tell yourself "I am simply not ready".
Like when a loved one passes on, and you tell yourself "you arent ready to accept it".
Like when work demands something more of you, and you tell yourself again that "you arent ready for it".
If we keep telling ourselves that, we are really never going to be ready. And we always tend to give up when we tell ourselves that.
to cope with the changes in life, we have to put in the effort, to get ourselves prepared and ready.
Like when a paper is close, and you feel that you arent ready to take the paper, you take a deep breath, tell yourself, that there is no other time to study already, so you prepare and chiong the paper and jolly well study hard for the paper. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you never will be.
Like when a loved one passes on, you tell yourself that it is alright to mourn but life goes on as usual. the world continues even without you, so move or you will be left behind. so mourn for a reasonable period, and pick yourself. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you will never walk out of the shadow.
Like when work demands something more of you, you tell yourself that it is part and parcel of everything, by overcoming that challenge, and doing it well, you are getting yourself ready for a promotion. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you are giving up an opportunity that you are likely to regret, and it will never come back again.
Its ok if you take time to get ready. What matters is that you dont give up on yourself.
There is no such thing as being not ready. One takes the effort to be ready. Otherwise, we will never be ready, ready for the challenges, the obstacles, the hurdles life throws at us.
Like when a paper is close, and you find out that you arent prepared for it, and you tell yourself "I am simply not ready".
Like when a loved one passes on, and you tell yourself "you arent ready to accept it".
Like when work demands something more of you, and you tell yourself again that "you arent ready for it".
If we keep telling ourselves that, we are really never going to be ready. And we always tend to give up when we tell ourselves that.
to cope with the changes in life, we have to put in the effort, to get ourselves prepared and ready.
Like when a paper is close, and you feel that you arent ready to take the paper, you take a deep breath, tell yourself, that there is no other time to study already, so you prepare and chiong the paper and jolly well study hard for the paper. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you never will be.
Like when a loved one passes on, you tell yourself that it is alright to mourn but life goes on as usual. the world continues even without you, so move or you will be left behind. so mourn for a reasonable period, and pick yourself. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you will never walk out of the shadow.
Like when work demands something more of you, you tell yourself that it is part and parcel of everything, by overcoming that challenge, and doing it well, you are getting yourself ready for a promotion. if you are going to tell yourself you arent ready, you are giving up an opportunity that you are likely to regret, and it will never come back again.
Its ok if you take time to get ready. What matters is that you dont give up on yourself.
There is no such thing as being not ready. One takes the effort to be ready. Otherwise, we will never be ready, ready for the challenges, the obstacles, the hurdles life throws at us.
for the world to see, 10:34 PM.
May 3, 2010
the lovely psych girls, jie mei clique! very sweet of them, after our last paper, while picking up our bags, laughing at dajie abt ringo, they sang the happy birthday song=D thanks girls! there were the wishes from them, and the reactions from me, all filmed! if only someone tells me how to convert video format!
Dinner was at himawari, alexandra. japanese ala carte buffet! the food is good! do try it if you have the time! apparently, there was no dessert=(( still thought can try green tea cheesecake! oh well, but wai meng n kelven travelled to vivo to get the cake from bakerzin! oh man, damn touched!
Happy bunch! our first dinner outside i think! other times, will be at anna's place, or hall 5, or one of the canteens in school, the most is jp! it was my first time celebrating with friends on the actual day i think! weird, but, it is a nice feeling=D
ahhh, yes, the cake was awfully sinful. we cut the cake, had a bit, and gave the rest to the staff at himawari! hahaha, even saw the chef or something eating it, bliss~
Anna! dearest roomie!
Desmond!
zhi hao!
kelven!
Joel!
Wai Meng!
Eng How!
Roy!
yes, the cake=D its really good! very chocolatey!
proceeded to brewerks thereafter! ahhh, unlucky, ate too much during the buffet. warning signal after some beer! bleargh, wasted man!
Thanks to my JCRC! for the 'surprise' at 11 plus! and thanks chunling for the attack again! chocolate on face, good. but not choco cream!
Thanks to zhen, raj, and le zung! for being outside my door at 12 midnight! sadly, was having supper=(( but thanks for the cake!!
thanks to joe, for the apple crumble, I am sure its not appl crumble though! hahaha, thanks alot!!
thanks to family, for the great dinner! yum yum, at the pines!
I must have had 4 wishes this birthday? had 4 cakes in total? but it was all the same 4 wishes. for him to be happy.
meeting some of the jc ppl later! cnt wait man! been so long!!
clubbing with happy bunch n the psych girls on wed!
fri n sat got the psych scene! and the supposed playhouse gathering on sat too!
for the world to see, 4:21 PM.
Apr 29, 2010
http://www.withoutsanctuary.org/main.html
was looking at some websites about psychology stuffs, and somehow I was linked to this site.
Looking at the photos, I am amazed how the prejudice and discrimination generated led to these horrors, lynching. Not to forget the Holocaust, massacres between African tribes.
Seeing how the prejudice, and thus discrimination come about, I cant help feeling that we humans are a bunch of jealous, self centered and superficial creatures.
"No, we are just superficial, because they are of a different color, we are different, and we are superior, them inferior."
"They seem to be having better lives than us. Why should they? We are jealous, and think that they should lead worse lives than ours. Lets make their lives difficult."
"They are depriving us of the limited resources we have on earth. To survive, we must get rid of them."
Nothing ever gives you the right to take the life of another.
For murderers, the biggest punishment for them, is to let them live with the guilt, the hands marred with the blood of their victim. it is better than letting them off the hook, and they are off to the netherworld, with the no guilt, as they believed they have paid with their lives.
No matter how slimy, revolting another person is to you, the biggest hurt you can do to that person, is to forgive. It honestly drives them crazy. and the whole cognitive dissonance sets in. if the person has a slightest inch of conscience, one will change, for the better.
We are all the same, underneath it all. underneath the skin color, the appearance. And yet, it just takes something so minute, a comment or an insensitive action, to set us apart.
demoralizing ain't it?
But we can still take comfort that, somewhere out there, like in the 911 attacks, the all too common man steps out, and saves the lives of many. Heroes.
But apparently, we need more of these. it warms the heart, that actually, we humans arent that bad afterall. =)
was looking at some websites about psychology stuffs, and somehow I was linked to this site.
Looking at the photos, I am amazed how the prejudice and discrimination generated led to these horrors, lynching. Not to forget the Holocaust, massacres between African tribes.
Seeing how the prejudice, and thus discrimination come about, I cant help feeling that we humans are a bunch of jealous, self centered and superficial creatures.
"No, we are just superficial, because they are of a different color, we are different, and we are superior, them inferior."
"They seem to be having better lives than us. Why should they? We are jealous, and think that they should lead worse lives than ours. Lets make their lives difficult."
"They are depriving us of the limited resources we have on earth. To survive, we must get rid of them."
Nothing ever gives you the right to take the life of another.
For murderers, the biggest punishment for them, is to let them live with the guilt, the hands marred with the blood of their victim. it is better than letting them off the hook, and they are off to the netherworld, with the no guilt, as they believed they have paid with their lives.
No matter how slimy, revolting another person is to you, the biggest hurt you can do to that person, is to forgive. It honestly drives them crazy. and the whole cognitive dissonance sets in. if the person has a slightest inch of conscience, one will change, for the better.
We are all the same, underneath it all. underneath the skin color, the appearance. And yet, it just takes something so minute, a comment or an insensitive action, to set us apart.
demoralizing ain't it?
But we can still take comfort that, somewhere out there, like in the 911 attacks, the all too common man steps out, and saves the lives of many. Heroes.
But apparently, we need more of these. it warms the heart, that actually, we humans arent that bad afterall. =)
for the world to see, 5:17 PM.
Apr 22, 2010
i tripped n fell. i picked myself up, brushed the sand aside, and continued, with a little pain, but i know it will heal in a day.
I jumped off the ledge, bad landing, slight pain in the ankle, but i continued nevertheless, knowing that after putting the ointment, i will be fine in a few days.
I ran and took a fall, knees badly scratched; elbows too. but i stood up still, knowing that the ointment will cure me yet again, and i will be fine in a couple of weeks.
And then, I decided to go parachuting. I didnt want someone to be attached to me, I insisted on doing it alone. and out i jumped. Was enjoying all the breeze and everything, but my heart skipped, when the parachute was stucked. Oh all luck. I panicked, just like any other person. but it was late, by the time i successfully opened the parachute.
I fell like a broken doll. Limbs askew. I couldnt move at all. and at that point, I knew, I will never move again. Not then, not now, not ever.
tears glazed my face. stupid decision. hurt myself and everyone else around. but its all too late. too late. I am crying almost everyday now.
I dont want to forget how to smile. (genuinely)
I dont want to forget how to have fun.
I dont want to forget how to laugh with the twinkle in my eyes.
but I just cant smile, have fun, laugh with the twinkle. like before.
too much has happened recently. I need to get out of singapore. I want to go backpacking, alone. I want to leave everything here in singapore. escapism.
I jumped off the ledge, bad landing, slight pain in the ankle, but i continued nevertheless, knowing that after putting the ointment, i will be fine in a few days.
I ran and took a fall, knees badly scratched; elbows too. but i stood up still, knowing that the ointment will cure me yet again, and i will be fine in a couple of weeks.
And then, I decided to go parachuting. I didnt want someone to be attached to me, I insisted on doing it alone. and out i jumped. Was enjoying all the breeze and everything, but my heart skipped, when the parachute was stucked. Oh all luck. I panicked, just like any other person. but it was late, by the time i successfully opened the parachute.
I fell like a broken doll. Limbs askew. I couldnt move at all. and at that point, I knew, I will never move again. Not then, not now, not ever.
tears glazed my face. stupid decision. hurt myself and everyone else around. but its all too late. too late. I am crying almost everyday now.
I dont want to forget how to smile. (genuinely)
I dont want to forget how to have fun.
I dont want to forget how to laugh with the twinkle in my eyes.
but I just cant smile, have fun, laugh with the twinkle. like before.
too much has happened recently. I need to get out of singapore. I want to go backpacking, alone. I want to leave everything here in singapore. escapism.
for the world to see, 10:23 PM.
Apr 20, 2010
Spending too much time here, makes me feel emo.
I am this angsty girl now.
Why did things have to turn this way? Its all my fault.
I wish I can find something in this world still, to laugh at, to smile at. But all I can do now is to cry. Fuck.
It felt like a thousand arrows through the heart. and as if to deepen the effect, someone had to take something to hammer all of it in. Fuck.
Everything hurts too much. I am emo-ing too much. Fuck.
Exerting myself now, going to see where is my limit. I do hope I reach the limit after stats, and just collapse.
20years ago, I came to the world on that very day. Irony lies in that I wish to collapse, and never wake from the slumber again.
I am this angsty girl now.
Why did things have to turn this way? Its all my fault.
I wish I can find something in this world still, to laugh at, to smile at. But all I can do now is to cry. Fuck.
It felt like a thousand arrows through the heart. and as if to deepen the effect, someone had to take something to hammer all of it in. Fuck.
Everything hurts too much. I am emo-ing too much. Fuck.
Exerting myself now, going to see where is my limit. I do hope I reach the limit after stats, and just collapse.
20years ago, I came to the world on that very day. Irony lies in that I wish to collapse, and never wake from the slumber again.
for the world to see, 7:48 PM.
Apr 19, 2010
hahahaha
and dajie keeps telling me, she was laughing at the "Fuck life" phrase, not the "Fuck my life"..
Thanks dajie! For informing me about the typo!
and dajie keeps telling me, she was laughing at the "Fuck life" phrase, not the "Fuck my life"..
Thanks dajie! For informing me about the typo!
for the world to see, 10:33 PM.
Falling out of Love
The collapse of a close relationship may feel tragic. In the long run, however, our happiness and personal development may benefit from getting over being in love and ending a close relationship.
easier said than done.
Love is a canvas, furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination.
~Voltaire, French essayist, 18th century
On the other hand, love is so abstract, my beloved Developmental Psychology textbook failed to give me any definition=( I am damn disappointed with it now.
the irony of studying love, when i am out.
The collapse of a close relationship may feel tragic. In the long run, however, our happiness and personal development may benefit from getting over being in love and ending a close relationship.
easier said than done.
Love is a canvas, furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination.
~Voltaire, French essayist, 18th century
On the other hand, love is so abstract, my beloved Developmental Psychology textbook failed to give me any definition=( I am damn disappointed with it now.
the irony of studying love, when i am out.
for the world to see, 8:47 PM.
Apr 18, 2010
the photo of us during our 1st anniversary still remains in my wallet.
the photo of us during your 19th birthday still remains on the shelf of the table in hall.
the photo of us during prom still remains on the display cupboard in my bedroom.
the photo of us during your commissioning parade still remains to be my favourite photo.
I was reminded of the times we cooked dinner together, when I walked past the row of canned soups, from the brand you love very much.
I was reminded of the times we went cycling, when I saw news about bicycle vendors in parks.
I was reminded of the times we had meals at Eighteen Chefs, when I walked past the place.
But now, I am smiling, instead of sobbing or tearing. for the happy memories we had. for the silly moments we shared.
From a great friend, Celest ( you better thank me for using your nick!)
No matter how long our problems may last, it is comforting to know that we usually outlive them. darkness lurks but it is eventually replaced by dawn. lets charge towards our dawn together. U're like a sister to me;)
the photo of us during your 19th birthday still remains on the shelf of the table in hall.
the photo of us during prom still remains on the display cupboard in my bedroom.
the photo of us during your commissioning parade still remains to be my favourite photo.
I was reminded of the times we cooked dinner together, when I walked past the row of canned soups, from the brand you love very much.
I was reminded of the times we went cycling, when I saw news about bicycle vendors in parks.
I was reminded of the times we had meals at Eighteen Chefs, when I walked past the place.
But now, I am smiling, instead of sobbing or tearing. for the happy memories we had. for the silly moments we shared.
From a great friend, Celest ( you better thank me for using your nick!)
No matter how long our problems may last, it is comforting to know that we usually outlive them. darkness lurks but it is eventually replaced by dawn. lets charge towards our dawn together. U're like a sister to me;)
for the world to see, 9:26 PM.
Apr 16, 2010
Lol, we all need a good laugh occasionally.
Recently, my pet phrase is "f my life", which dajie, her nickname is celest, keeps laughing over, coz she claims that it is funny to hear that coming out from me.
Then, i was just looking at photos here and there, and I cant help laughing at how much I have changed. Did my best (alright, there were lazy times) to find photos, but primary school photos have to be scanned, so probably another day for those photos!
Thats me on the left side! hahahaha, deeply amused by it! My dad always say that my head very big, and when he carry me, my head will just loll around!
Me and the impossibly short hair! this was all the way at bintan! I rmb we went to 'build' shelves for them, or something along that line=D that was the first time I saw so many many stars! vaguely remember us pulling out the mattresses to just look up and doze off with the sea breeze and loads of mosquitoes as company=DD
hahahaha, the NPCC days, Fusion! We were probably one of the smallest squad, with many quitting halfway! I think in this photo,tts my shortest hairstyle in tkgs! I remember having loads of fun, especially when we became NCOs, we go to the NPCC room almost every day after lessons! just nua-ing there was enjoyful!
Recently, my pet phrase is "f my life", which dajie, her nickname is celest, keeps laughing over, coz she claims that it is funny to hear that coming out from me.
Then, i was just looking at photos here and there, and I cant help laughing at how much I have changed. Did my best (alright, there were lazy times) to find photos, but primary school photos have to be scanned, so probably another day for those photos!
Thats me on the left side! hahahaha, deeply amused by it! My dad always say that my head very big, and when he carry me, my head will just loll around!Thats me with slightly longer hair in secondary school! hahahaha, yep, my upper secondary class, 3e5 and 4e5=D Try to find me?? Hahahaha, and i do apologise to anybody, who may get a shock to see these photos up! but it is pretty hilarious at times=DDD
Me and the impossibly short hair! this was all the way at bintan! I rmb we went to 'build' shelves for them, or something along that line=D that was the first time I saw so many many stars! vaguely remember us pulling out the mattresses to just look up and doze off with the sea breeze and loads of mosquitoes as company=DD
hahahaha, the NPCC days, Fusion! We were probably one of the smallest squad, with many quitting halfway! I think in this photo,tts my shortest hairstyle in tkgs! I remember having loads of fun, especially when we became NCOs, we go to the NPCC room almost every day after lessons! just nua-ing there was enjoyful!Lol, and there were those who asked if I was a butch. hahahaha, yeah yeah. I thought i was before , but nah!
Sadly, I couldnt find my lower secondary photos! it was really fun too! I remember having PE sessions with Judy Kong! and then there was the cheerleading competition or something like that! hahaha, and I was in cheer then! lol, maybe I am lucky that no photos surfaced!
Proceeded to take the O's and while waiting for results, I got into MJ. i remember my first choice was TJ. boy am I lucky I chose MJ, then principal of tkgs went over to TJ, and i think she ended up not being a very great principal!
My PAE class! hahahaha, it is really amazing! didnt do any studying, remember flunking tests etc. and seeing people around with different uniforms! i guess we were most distinct! the greenies! LOL, I think i still have the tkgs uniform around somewhere!
After the O's, decided to stay on in MJ, i guess the friends made was a great pull factor! 07S101, which we proceeded to have alot of wonderful memories together!
Sadly, I couldnt find my lower secondary photos! it was really fun too! I remember having PE sessions with Judy Kong! and then there was the cheerleading competition or something like that! hahaha, and I was in cheer then! lol, maybe I am lucky that no photos surfaced!Proceeded to take the O's and while waiting for results, I got into MJ. i remember my first choice was TJ. boy am I lucky I chose MJ, then principal of tkgs went over to TJ, and i think she ended up not being a very great principal!
My PAE class! hahahaha, it is really amazing! didnt do any studying, remember flunking tests etc. and seeing people around with different uniforms! i guess we were most distinct! the greenies! LOL, I think i still have the tkgs uniform around somewhere!
After the O's, decided to stay on in MJ, i guess the friends made was a great pull factor! 07S101, which we proceeded to have alot of wonderful memories together!And yep, I had the 'Extreme Makeover' treatment! braces removed, switch to contacts! It was still quite some time, before i changed the fringe, to become myself, in the photo below!
i think this was some pesta sukan challenge?? with the floorball girls!
i think this was some pesta sukan challenge?? with the floorball girls!And it was through floorball that I met him, glendon:)
Love this photo alot=D yep, it is a very recent photo, but I still like it alot! I still remembered how we met.
the 5th miranda housecomm! the things we go through, the crapping, the laughing, the crying, and everything, makes the memories so worthwhile! orientation was fun, together with the cny celebrations, road relay etc! Fond memories!
ahh, the 5th House Comms! hahaha, yes, and if you can spot me, my hair was still at the cmi stage! us with our really boomz shirt! I always laugh when it pops out at unexpected places!
the handing over to the 6th! nah, thats not of them, 2 of them missing=( remember having abit of difficulties choosing them, but it all turned out well=DD I thought they really did a great job as a committee, and brought miranda to greater heights!
Hahahahaha, and the Pre-U seminar! stayed in Hall 3 then! hahaha, the late nights in the TV room, the fun, the hype! the SLO ics! coming from different different committees was hard, but I thought we all worked out pretty well!
and then, my wonderful class, 07s101! we defied all beliefs, and created a new identity! we werent exactly great with our physics, chem, maths and econs, and neither were we horrible in GP! it was one of the great 2 years, all the muggers, the tears, the laughter, the anger! Do miss everybody right now, and if possible, would absolutely love to go back to where we were=DD
the sentosa trip after prelims isit?? it was absolutely fun! remember going to class the next week, and we became the blackie class almost immediately, with us peeling, and teachers getting a shock! I stubbornly refused to put on ANY sunblock, and boy did i regret! i was still tearing in the toilet when i slapped on the aloe vera gel!
ahh, the lovely memories! the changes so drastic la! from our OG to now!
our meetups! must meet more! and yes, the NTU branch must meet soon too!! after the exams! promise!
hahahaha, I remember this! during X physique! the abseiling down the carpark! ahhh, and that was when I kena bird shit, 2 times, in a week! suay! Sitting at the top storey of the carpark, and I was just about to leave, when piack! drenched my hair with ice cold water, and i ended up having a bad headache! Damn the birds!
Wilhelm Wundt! never regretted going to this camp! it was a short camp, but it was really fun! we have since kept to the group and welcomed new people as well!
And then, got into Hall 5! ran for the 22nd JCRC!
Our retreat was so long time back! hahaha, the HTHTs! stirring shit whatsoever! ahhh, will look forward to the next retreat, after passing over to the next!=DD
Yep, running for biz mag! met loads of wonderful people as a result of the two Joint Halls! I remember emo-ing real bad after the elections, to the extent I was going to call it quits! only after talking it over did i chose to continue the journey, and it was really an eye opener!
during joint hall bazaar! hahaha, the hot pink shirt, definitely an attention grabber! heaved a great sigh of relief when it was all over!
roy and me! yep, both in my jcrc, and the happy bunch!
the hall opening runway! just camwhoring outside eng how's room la! no idea why too! desmond runway partner! i think that was the first time i was so so nervous! scared I slipped, scared I make a fool of myself blah blah!
the clubbing after semester 1 exams! wow, it was freaking crowded, and almost everywhere you go, there will be someone from NTU! 5th may!!
and the numerous dinners at Anna's place! thanks roomie! the karaoke! the mahjong, the steamboat, the pizza! Wheee! more of this again!
Desmond at QP!
steamboat during CNY, in hall! hahaha, just rmb the guys being very hungry still!!
hahaha, and yes, the wonderful girls again in psych! the ones who sat down with me to go through the lessons, in stats, pei dajie ogle at ringo, the boring lessons with venus about her chocolate replacing her boyfriend etc etc. hahahaha, and the brunch at canteen A debating who goes to jail, the gossips, and so much more stuffs=DD
I have no idea what i am doing then. the mega burger craze! first time eating that then!
hahahaha, one of the more normal photos that we took during yesterday's camwhore session! technical glitch, cant upload the rest=((( next time then!
Love this photo alot=D yep, it is a very recent photo, but I still like it alot! I still remembered how we met. Spraining my ankle during one of the practice sessions, and then he came with the ice pack. recounting this story to many, it was a classic tale. the many many memories shared, going through the j1 bash as a couple (he winning the meridian hunk), our numerous birthday celebrations, our anniversaries, prom as a couple, phuket getaway with anna and calvin, the 9months OCS..
I never regretted meeting him, as I did enjoyed a great 2.5 years with his company. I grew up, matured and so did he. it was a wonderful journey with him=D
the 5th miranda housecomm! the things we go through, the crapping, the laughing, the crying, and everything, makes the memories so worthwhile! orientation was fun, together with the cny celebrations, road relay etc! Fond memories!
ahh, the 5th House Comms! hahaha, yes, and if you can spot me, my hair was still at the cmi stage! us with our really boomz shirt! I always laugh when it pops out at unexpected places!
the handing over to the 6th! nah, thats not of them, 2 of them missing=( remember having abit of difficulties choosing them, but it all turned out well=DD I thought they really did a great job as a committee, and brought miranda to greater heights!
Hahahahaha, and the Pre-U seminar! stayed in Hall 3 then! hahaha, the late nights in the TV room, the fun, the hype! the SLO ics! coming from different different committees was hard, but I thought we all worked out pretty well!
and then, my wonderful class, 07s101! we defied all beliefs, and created a new identity! we werent exactly great with our physics, chem, maths and econs, and neither were we horrible in GP! it was one of the great 2 years, all the muggers, the tears, the laughter, the anger! Do miss everybody right now, and if possible, would absolutely love to go back to where we were=DD
the sentosa trip after prelims isit?? it was absolutely fun! remember going to class the next week, and we became the blackie class almost immediately, with us peeling, and teachers getting a shock! I stubbornly refused to put on ANY sunblock, and boy did i regret! i was still tearing in the toilet when i slapped on the aloe vera gel!
ahh, the lovely memories! the changes so drastic la! from our OG to now!
our meetups! must meet more! and yes, the NTU branch must meet soon too!! after the exams! promise!
hahahaha, I remember this! during X physique! the abseiling down the carpark! ahhh, and that was when I kena bird shit, 2 times, in a week! suay! Sitting at the top storey of the carpark, and I was just about to leave, when piack! drenched my hair with ice cold water, and i ended up having a bad headache! Damn the birds!
Wilhelm Wundt! never regretted going to this camp! it was a short camp, but it was really fun! we have since kept to the group and welcomed new people as well!
And then, got into Hall 5! ran for the 22nd JCRC!
Our retreat was so long time back! hahaha, the HTHTs! stirring shit whatsoever! ahhh, will look forward to the next retreat, after passing over to the next!=DD
Yep, running for biz mag! met loads of wonderful people as a result of the two Joint Halls! I remember emo-ing real bad after the elections, to the extent I was going to call it quits! only after talking it over did i chose to continue the journey, and it was really an eye opener!
during joint hall bazaar! hahaha, the hot pink shirt, definitely an attention grabber! heaved a great sigh of relief when it was all over!
roy and me! yep, both in my jcrc, and the happy bunch!
the hall opening runway! just camwhoring outside eng how's room la! no idea why too! desmond runway partner! i think that was the first time i was so so nervous! scared I slipped, scared I make a fool of myself blah blah!
the clubbing after semester 1 exams! wow, it was freaking crowded, and almost everywhere you go, there will be someone from NTU! 5th may!!
and the numerous dinners at Anna's place! thanks roomie! the karaoke! the mahjong, the steamboat, the pizza! Wheee! more of this again!Desmond at QP!
steamboat during CNY, in hall! hahaha, just rmb the guys being very hungry still!!
hahaha, and yes, the wonderful girls again in psych! the ones who sat down with me to go through the lessons, in stats, pei dajie ogle at ringo, the boring lessons with venus about her chocolate replacing her boyfriend etc etc. hahahaha, and the brunch at canteen A debating who goes to jail, the gossips, and so much more stuffs=DD
I have no idea what i am doing then. the mega burger craze! first time eating that then!
hahahaha, one of the more normal photos that we took during yesterday's camwhore session! technical glitch, cant upload the rest=((( next time then!
for the world to see, 4:13 PM.
